Saturday, October 20, 2001

I feel chatty. Don't you?

And I think you should use the word snirky. Because it's more apropos. No? But whatever. Because I made up "smirky" there too.

:)

posted by Tabitha @ 8:41 PM

Thursday, October 11, 2001

I miss you. Whoever you are.

posted by Tabitha @ 1:43 AM

I just can't stop thinking about how shitty I feel. I can't talk about it. I can't do anything about it. I'm heartbroken, wallet broken, friendbroken, family broken, world broken. I will never love again. And I will never let anyone love me. So then no one will love me. No one loves me.

Don't love me.

I won't let you.

I'm fucked.

And I don't even feel like I have the right to complain about it.

So here I am on someone else's blog.

I just want to crawl up into a little ball and have someone hold me to sleep. I think I could let someone love me then. For only a little while though. Yeah.

I kind of want to cry but I won't let myself.

Why can't I be loved? By the people I want to be loved by? In this state? Physically? Okay. Well, good stuff. Don't mind me . . .

posted by Tabitha @ 1:42 AM

Friday, October 05, 2001

posted by Tabitha @ 10:57 AM

posted by Tabitha @ 10:56 AM

Hi. :)

posted by Tabitha @ 10:56 AM

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